(Source: fuckmenumb, via immoraldisaster)
9:56 PM, 10 November, 2011
camping, double date, dinner&movie.
how can anyone not think that i love how you’re all mine?
how can anyone think i’m not happy with you?
and how could anyone tell me different?
this still feels so surreal.
and you’re the only boy who i’ve ever made a sandwich for at 3a.m.
and also the only boy who would ever get as happy about it as you did.
yeah…..bitches are insane.
funny how you think he doesn’t ever text first. funny how you think he’s not lying. funny how you think i haven’t moved on. funny how you think i’m a “homewrecker”. funny how you think he wants me out of his life. funny how you can’t stop ranting about me. funny how stupid you are. funny funny funny. funny how i have a boyfriend yet you think i’m still involved with him. you really think i would date someone while still having feelings for another? that’s not fair to anyone, nor would i do that. so, funny how you think i’m pathetic. but awesome how i made you cry. funny how you say you don’t care yet you rant on and on. funny how it’s all so funny. funny funny funny. like i said, if i wanted him….i’d have him, since you were the second choice and all. funny how you’re still trying to compete; funny how you think it’s such a competition. i have a much better boy in my life now. he’s an hour away, yeah, so you ask what am i trying to accomplish? tyler makes me more happy than your shit ever did. i was never a second choice to him. tyler and i don’t fight. tyler’s not jealous of any of my friends or my exes. tyler trusts me. do you have that? no. are you that wrapped up to believe you do? i don’t care about you OR your relationship; i was nice to you so you wouldn’t view me as a threat, butttttttttt, that was stupid of me, right? because you’re going to think what you want. this is the last rant about you that i’m writing, and i’m only doing it because i’m such a nuisance to even think about or hear from, right? so why do you read my shit? i think you are the pathetic one, and i like how i make you cringe; it’s funny and i guess it’s good to know? ha, just stop thinking too much and actually be fucking happy for once. you HAVE what you want, right? NO ONE else wants it, not even me. stop trippin’, cunt, i’m happy as FUCK…most likely more than you’ve ever been. so go jump on his dick and get off mine for once.
how ya think i haven’t moved on….isn’t it obvious how i have?
ignorant cunt; that’s all you are.